Fragrant of Soul

I 
      You
                   She
                              He
                                      They 
                                                                                                                         We
in this full heart inside the broken heart
in the frontier of  love
in the frontier of amazement
                                    see the attention
                                    feel the change
                                    listen the honest voice
                                    the voice of the truth 
                                    healing the pain
                           erase all the bad memories
                     start to smile 
             start to hope
         start to see the star 
start to see the sun
sun of my sunshine 

Empty Space

Please talk in front of me

Don't talk behind me

Your words are so "nice" to my ear

But it hurt my heart (maybe)

But it's okay rather than you say a lie

Please talk in front of me

Say the truth though it hurts 

Please talk in front of me 

Say everything 

Until you have nothing to say

I'll say thankyou 

For your honesty 

But 

Don't talk behind me 

Awesome Words of Darwis Tere Liye

Assalamualaikum WarahmatullahiWabarakatuh

Good evening pals ,

Hey you , the one who is reading this post , yeap you , you are absolutely awesome , hheheheh 

How's your life? I hope all of you are always in a great condition , aamiin

Guys, have you ever heard about an excellent Indonesian novelist , named Darwis Tere Liye (pen name) ? 

Yeap , you're right. He is the author of 16 novels ,those are Hafalan Shalat Delisa, Daun Yang Jatuh Tak Pernah Membenci Angin, Negeri Para Bedebah, Ayahku (Bukan) Pembohong, Eliana, Berjuta Rasanya, Pukat, Moga Bunda Disayang Allah ,Bidadari-Bidadari Surga ,Sang Penandai , Rembulan Tenggelam Di Wajahmu,Mimpi-Mimpi Si Patah Hati, Cintaku Antara Jakarta & Kuala Lumpur, Senja Bersama Rosie , Sepotong Hati Yang Baru, Kau Aku & Sepucuk Angpau Merah

 The picture on your left side is the novels. Moreover, I haven't read the novels yet :( . I have to save my money to buy some of the novels.,,hehehe  . Furthermore, some of the novels have been made the movies, such as Hafalan Shalat Delisa and Bidadari-bidadari Surga.  

I know Darwis Tere Liye from his facebook fanpage = 

https://www.facebook.com/darwistereliye . I love his posting in the facebook . I really like the awesome advice , comments, critique of something. These are some of the posting  that I like the most :

Tidak seperti papan tulis, coretannya bisa dihapus bersih. Coretan di hati tidak bisa dihapus bersih. Bahkan saat kita benar-benar lupa, coretan itu tetap ada (di hati orang lain, dan atau banyak orang lain).

Wanita adalah mahkluk kepastian. Sebagian besar dari mereka bisa menunggu dengan sabar datangnya kepastian tersebut; menunggu, menunggu dan terusss menunggu.Maka, biar momen menunggu itu tetap berkualitas, mari diisi dengan hal-hal yang positif. Sibukkan diri dengan aktivitas bermanfaat. Terus memperbaiki diri. Nah, kalau ternyata si mister x itu nggak nyadar-nyadar juga ditungguin, malah nyantol ke tempat lain, setidaknya momen menunggunya tidak sia-sia.”

Tidak semua luka harus dibayar dengan luka 

"Tidak semua orang mendapatkan pilihan pertama dalam hidup ini. Tapi kita bisa hidup sama bahagianya dengan mereka, meski hanya mendapatkan pilihan kedua, ketiga, atau bahkan keseratus-satu."

Kadang kita memikirkan seseorang, menunggu reply sms, komen atau membaca postingan kita, menanti dia online, dsbgnya. Tapi nyatanya seseorang itu justeru sedang asyik dgn orang lainnya lagi.Jadi lebih baik sibukkan diri memikirkan dan mengerjakan hal lain. Apalagi weekend gini, mending bantuin pekerjaan orang tua di rumah. Ngepel, nyuci, nyikat kamar mandi, benerin genteng, dsbgnya.

Jika kita menemukan seseorang begitu menakjubkan, pengetahuan begitu luas, nasehat begitu dalam, dan menyenangkan mendengarnya bicara, maka jangan tanyakan tips, cara, atau apapun agar bisa menjadi seperti dia selain pertanyaan: "buku apa saja yang telah dia baca?"
Pun sama, jika kita menemukan seseorang yang menyebalkan, tidak sopan, dangkal, suka menggunakan kosakata kotor, maka jangan tanyakan apa yang membuatnya menjadi begitu melainkan pertanyaan: "kapan terakhir kali dia membaca buku?"

Aura of Aurora

Sorry for the alphabet?

Sorry for the words?

Sorry for the phrase?

Sorry for the sentence?

Sorry for the paragraph?

Sorry for the story?

Story of sadness

Story of disappointment

Story of jealousy

Story of tears

Story of smile 

You say sorry to her

She says sorry to him

He says sorry to them

They say sorry to me

I say sorry to myself 

Sorry,

Exploring the "Underground" of LAWANG SEWU

Assalamualaikum WarahmatullahiWabarakatuh

Nice to see you today , you look so beautiful , you look so handsome , you look so excellent my pals. How are you today????? 

Have you ever visited Lawang Sewu? 

If you have ever visited it , I'll ask you again : Have you ever explored the underground of LAWANG SEWU? If yes , what's your first impression when you were in? Afraid/ Excited/ Happy/ Sad????

My heart, my soul and my mind *okay my language is so "lebay" , wkkwkw*  felt so excited and happy when I had a chance to explore the underground of Lawang Sewu. lalalayeyeylallayeyey . This awesome experience began when my beloved friends and I visited Lawang Sewu. 

my beloved friends
 ( from the left :Tanti, Rayinda, Uni, Dyah, Idha,Fita, Me, Winda)

This was my second time to say hello to Lawang Sewu. For the first time I just explored the uniqueness architecture of it without exploring the underground. Then this second time, I must be in the Lawang Sewu's underground. Finally, I made it, uuyeaahhh

For the information, the ticket fee was Rp 10.000/ person  to enter Lawang Sewu , and you had to pay Rp 30.000 for the LW' guide. The guide would explain about the history of LW. I suggested you to visit LW in a group because it could save the money for paying the guide. 

Furthermore, we followed the guide's explanation , and the guide also answered our questions excitedly. Besides, he also became our photographer and we acted as proffesional models .hehehhee  . Then, we arrived in a room that had an access to get in the underground. Only 6 of us who decided to explore it. We had to pay Rp 10.000 /person to rent the boots ,and we should give additional tip (it's about Rp 20.000) for the guide to explore the underground. 

we posed first before entering the underground 

As you can see in this left picture, we worn the boots. We must wear the boots because there's water in the underground. Moreover, we were also given some flashlight to light our way in exploring the underground , since there's no enough light in. Personally, I was so curious about the underground condition.Was the atmosphere creepy? Could I see "something"? These kind of questions emerged in my mind before I started to go in. 

the downstair as a access to the underground 

The picture in your left side, the downstairs was an access to go to the underground. We had to walk one by one. The first impression when we started the exploration, I smelt the rancid aroma and quiet musty. The guide warned us to walk slowly and be baned to shout. The guide started to explained the history of the underground. Let me sum up the guide's explanation. So , the underground of Lawang Sewu established in 1904 (the same as the Lawang Sewu building was built). The first function of the underground was for the water system (in Dutch' colonization) . However, In Japan's colonization , it was used for different function as the underground prison. The prisoners were executed in this prison , then their corpse were threw away in the river next to the Lawang Sewu building.Can you imagine how cruelity of Japanese colonizer at that time?. 

This picture below was the shape of the prison. The square shape below was the Squat Prison (Penjara Jongkok) and the size was 1x1 metre. One squat prison was for 5 person.Therefore, the prisoners must squat in the prison and there was water in. Besides, the prison was closed by the iron framework. They were not given food. They were in the prisons until they dead.When I saw the sorrounding of this prison , I didn't see "something" that I wanted to see, hehehhehehe. However, I sensed different atmosphere here. No wonder , this was superb historical place which many slaughter happened in this place. 

The picture below was the second type of the prison , named the standing prison (Penjara Berdiri) . As you can see the shape of it, these prison were also filled by 5 person , and they were in till they dead. Did you see the small spot in the dark part of this photo? It was called "orbs" , i.e. something in the shape of a sphere. There was 2 orbs behind me . As far as I knew , the orbs indicated that there were astral things around.



 Furthermore, my friends' smile in the above photos  was a fake smile , hahahahah . Actually they felt afraid,they didn't want to be in the back , and they wanted to be in the front part. So , I was in the back  bacause I was brave enough , hahahhahahah  . After we were captured , we continued the journey. In the middle of the journey , I smelt the fragrant aroma of the jasmine. Whoaaa , what was the sign of it??? When I asked my friends , they didn't smell anything. Maybe, one of the astral spirit would communicate with me or say hello to me via the aroma.Then, I got goosebumps. 

Yeap , we were in the corridor of the Lawang Sewu underground. In this area, I didn't smell the fragrant aroma anymore. However , I felt the slightly different atmosphere when I was in the outside and I was in the underground. I could feel the sadness atmosphere in.

 Finally, we ended the exploration of the underground . Before leaving this awesome underground , we posed again. As usual , I was the last person because yaapp you knew lah  ,,they were a little bit afraid .

All in all , exploring the underground of Lawang Sewu was so superb . I learned the history again. I could feel the different atmosphere. I also got welcoming greeting from one of the astral spirit eventhough it was only the fragrant aroma of jasmine. Thanks a million for my pals who invited me to visit Lawang Sewu . I hope I can visit Lawang Sewu again and I can explore the underground at night. I believe there will be slightly different atmosphere if I am in Lawang Sewu in the evening or at night. 

Thanks a bunch for reading my experience. See you

Wassalamualaikum WarahmatullahiWabarakatuh 

Rainbow Smile

I'm not trained to be a "cute" girl

BUT I'm trained to be a  "rigid" girl

I'm not trained to be a "sad" girl

BUT I'm trained to be a "happy" girl

                                  

I smile in my sadness

I cry in my happiness

Happiness of my sadness

Sadness of my happiness

Don't let the sorrowful clouds cover the bright happy sky

Let the joyful sun shines the heart, soul, and mind

And the truly rainbow smile appear to colour my life 

Relung Kalbu

Menyatu dalam hati

Mendua dalam jiwa

Menyatu dalam rasa

Mendua dalam asa

Menyatu dalam kalbu

Mendua dalam sendu

Menyatu dalam dua

Mendua dalam satu

Satukan yang mendua

Duakan yang menyatu

Terduakankah penyatu?

Tersatukankan pendua?

Satukanlah Penyatu di tengah Pendua yang Mendua

Persatukan Dua dalam Satu 

Sendu

Kekhilafan dulu  bersama

Kesalahan terbesar 

Di kala yang lain telah mengingatkan

Kekhilafan dulu bersama

Tersakiti akan pengkhianatan

Terobati akan kesabaran dan kebenaran

Yang lalu biarlah berlalu

Kebahagiaan menyapa setelah lepas darinya

Kebahagiaan akan kebenaran dari mereka

Tertoreh tinta dusta di kertas kepercayaan

Tuk berikan sebuah pesan

Akan betapa pentingnya sebuah kejujuran 

My "Children", My Inspirations

Assalamualaikum WarahmatullahiWabarakatuh 

How's your life my lovely pals? I hope all of you are always in an awesome condition, aamiin 

What's on your mind when you hear the word "Children"?  Are they cute? Are they annoying? Are they inspiring?  Have you had children? . I , my self have already had "children" , I have so many children, hhhehe , maybe some of you will say " whoaa , are you serious ? coz you haven't married yet. Yeap , I haven't married yet but I have many "children" , These are my children :

They are all my awesome students. I see them not only as my students but also as my "children" . They inspire me to be an inspirative teacher. Personally , I love teaching English to young learners because they are so creative and want to know more about English. I do not say that the others are not creative. Furthermore, teaching English to  young learners are so challenging. I must be more patient in teaching them. I also have to be creative in teaching, so that my children will not feel bored in the classroom activities. I need to provide interesting AVA (Audio Visual Aids) to support my teaching. Yeap, I learn a lot from them, how to be a good "mother" , a great " sister" , an awesome "teacher" . All in all , they are all my inspiration. I love them so much :*

Thanks a bunch, Wassalamualaikum WarahmatullahiWabarakatuh 

Say Hello to My Graduate Study and My colleges ^__^

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh ,

Hello pals , how's your life? I hope all of you is in a great condition, aamiin 

       Long time no share my story in this beloved site. You know , I am so blessed ,because I have chance to continue my study . I will use this awesome chance seriously. I will do and give my best in this study. This post is not to " show-off" to the others , but this post is my motivation to do my best in my graduate study. I take my graduate study in State Semarang University (UNNES) majoring Magister of English Education. In my opinion , the graduate program in UNNES is good , why is it so? because it has good quality , and supported by qualified lecturers. The condition and situation of the UNNES environmnet also support to the success of teaching and learning activities. 

         Furthermore , my colleges are very awesome. As you can see in the following pictures, they are my beloved friends. All of them have inspired me to be a better person. They come from different places in Indonesia , such as Soe, Lampung, Cirebon, Batang, Pekalongan, Semarang, Demak, Kudus, Rembang, Solo, Purwokerto, Magelang, Purwodadi, and Ngawi. Therefore, it is so exciting when they share about the uniqueness of their hometowns , their stories , their previous educational backgrounds , and etc. Moreover, I view them not only as  my friends but also as my families. It is like I get my new families. Now , I have so many sisters and brothers. I love them so much :)

       On the other hand , those pictures above were not complete yet. Some of my friends did not join to take picture together because they had already gone home when we took the pictures. Those pictures were taken in the studium generale in my beloved campuss. 

 Yapzz , I remember I have another pictures of my colleges , check it out : 

Although they have different characters and cultures in interacting or communicating, I feel that all of them are awesome friends. From them, I learn how to behave , how to communicate , how to understand each other. In sum , I learn how to socialize with the others who have different characters. Thanks a bunch my beloved friends . Hopefully, our friendship will be forever,aamiin 

Let's talk about the SUBJECTS 

Talking about graduate study , it cannot be separated from the subject of the study. In the first semester , there are 6 subject which should be learned. Those are Advance Writing, Research in Education, Systemic Functional Grammar, Research in English Language Teaching, Foundation of Education, and Theories of Language Teaching and Learning. All of those subject are lectured by Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious lecturers . I believe if I do my best , I will get the best result also , wish me luck ! 

Okay , my beloved pals in Rombel 1 (Rombongan Belajar ). Let's struggle to beat all of the subjects till the end. Let's graduate together , and Let's reach our dream and vision. 

I'm going to make it happen , I'll graduate in 2015 , aamiin ^_^ ( Hopefully, Allah still gives chance for me to live in this world , aamiin) , see you my pals . 

Thanks a million , Wassalmualaikum Warahmatullai Wabarakatuh :)

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